fashion jewelry wholesale company The worst time I was in the New Year in 2007. At that time, my girlfriend had abandoned me and broke up. She gritted her teeth and returned her 35,000 (borrowed her 30,000, and gave her 5,000 interests). Relatives immediately scratched the boundaries with me. What is the terrible? I can't even pay two dollars on me. In those days, I have been hovering on the edge of the crime, holding the knife every night, waiting for the night beer to make trouble. I have always had a bottom line anyway. I won't steal it. But I do n’t grab the kind people, so a single woman who walks at night, men do n’t consider the scope. I have been waiting for the river to drink too much trouble. Those so -called miscellaneousness, I think black eating and black are more in line with my personality. Essence It, that's the most dangerous three days in my life. I sat in the river silently every night to observe the night beer stall by the river, waiting for the alcoholic to make trouble, and then I would be sure of the goal of starting. But maybe God doesn't want me to go evil ways. On the fourth day, a friend suddenly called me and said nothing, that is, let me help me, lend me the card number to him, and the result He learned from the side that I was in an economic desperation at that time, but he knew my character and starved not to ask for people. So I used this method to give me a thousand dollars for me to emergency. I remember him for a lifetime, that is, this thousand yuan, let me cliff in time. Seriously, then I realized that people were anxious, and they would really heat up. I remember one night, the joint defense team patrolled, seeing me sitting alone on the stool by the river, asking me what to do, I didn't even lift my eyelids and said it was cool. In fact, the knife was in my arms. Essence As a result, the United Defense Force also sent me a cigarette to persuade me to go back early to rest. Think about it afterwards, I guess the man might also feel that I might be murderous at that time. In a thousand yuan supported by my friends, I quickly adjust my mentality. If you should go, you have to fight for the spirit to continue living. In the wash -hearted noodles to find a job, testing the book. I have sever the family's exchanges, quietly precipitates myself, and work hard ... Actually, I am very grateful to the abandonment of my ex -girlfriend now. Without this, I wo n’t wake up, and I may live with the past. In this incident, I think I suddenly became very tough, personality, and temper became better and better. Many things learned to laugh. Actually there are some things to look back now. They are farts. There is no effect. The was silent for ten years, and finally got a stable life now. The family that I had lost, and friendship came back again. But I know in my heart that these are all false elements, at least I can't go back. Some things really mind, just don't say it. I can no longer find the feeling of blood thicker than water. I always remember that when I was 29 years old, I paid two dollars to find my mother for a hundred dollars. I was helpless and unbearable. But I ca n’t, a penny can also make the hero short ... Fortunately, I was kind in nature, and I did not do a bad thing about hate. Now I remind myself not to forget my original intention, and always remember the days when I couldn't get two dollars that year. The first year. In the past few years, I lived a nightmare -like life and lived extremely sadly.
. In 2014, my wife (ex -wife) was pulled into a virtual currency circle called MBI, and the whole person suddenly became crazy. Regardless of my dissuasion, she started to invest in inside with me. After getting a little gray and Xiao Hui, he began to invest in investment. If you have no capital, you can get a variety of credit card overdrafts and cash. I also coaxed me to get three or four credit cards from different banks. The contact information of these credit cards is her mobile phone number, and only she can receive the text message. If you just cash out and overdrawn a few credit cards, the big currency circle will return hundreds of thousands of in the bank during the thunderstorm. At most, it will hurt the muscles and bones, and it will not damage the five internal organs. But she is not satisfied with a little trouble. She is a woman with "big goals and ideals". I remember very clearly. Before and after 2014, one day she told me that she wanted to sell two houses and change a big house. I had a house before marriage, which was a set of two -bedrooms and two -room houses I bought in 2003. When we got married in 2008, we were a wedding room. In 2009, she fancy a small high -rise at a newly opened market. I used the provident fund loan to buy a 89 -square -way house. At that time, the loan was not stressful for me. Excluding more than 1,400 loans per month, and the provident fund could have a hundred dollars for hundreds of dollars. From the after -decoration until it was sold, we have not lived for a day, and are renting in three years. The daily life is full of moisturizing, there is a cute son. Sankou House is also a well -off life, one shop in the second suit. Although I am just an ordinary worker, there are about 100,000 income each year. At home, the daily chemical supplies do not need to buy it by themselves, and the unit cannot be used. But all this is over after selling two houses. At that time, I didn't see a penny at that time, and I didn't know how much money I sold in two houses. There is a saying that "it was sold and counted money for others." And I was sold, and the money was not seen. It the house was sold by her and bought a new house with a mortgage of 103. At that time, I still thought that it was time to be stable, and life should be calm. How do you know that the new house is there, and the nightmare is here.
Since 2015, she suddenly began to become aggressive, unreasonable, and the "three views" were severely distorted. The on the first day of marriage, I gave her a salary card and bonus card. Usually, I would never have more than 100 yuan in loading money. Sometimes when I was in a hurry, I took dozens of dollars out to go shopping. Except for taking a bottle of water, I didn't spend a penny. In 2010, our children were born, which brought me great joy. I feel that my life is worth it, and heaven is to let me take care of their mother and son. I work in the wild for a week, and then go home for a week. During the break at home, I almost didn't go out, packed up housework at home, and changed their tricks to make a variety of delicious meals. Play with your child with your spare time. At that time, I did three things in a day: cooking (brushing the pot and washing dishes), cleaning family hygiene, and bringing children. I didn't feel boring at all. On the contrary, I was still in it, and my joy was. But in 2015, all of them changed. No matter what I do at home, she is not pleasing to the eye. She said that I would cook at home, mop the windows, and bring children. There is nothing else. However, the two houses at home have been exchanged by my hard work for more than two decades. The annual income of about 100,000 around 2014 is about 100,000. Once, her friend (also in the same community) came to play with her. At that time, I was cooking. When I heard her complained to her friends, I said that I knew I was at home all day. No, she is very happy if I go out to eat, drink and play every day. I said that I have some friends, you do n’t know, she said, which two or three friends, who else else. I wondered not to say anything else, don't you spend money when you go out to eat, drink and play? Is it mixed and drinking every day? Am I not a man? Who will not go out to spend the sky. I do n’t go out because I love this home, do n’t I just want to spend money without spending money, can they spend more? is another time. It is a heavy snowy morning. One day I happen to go to work in the wild, and to catch a shuttle bus in the morning. She asked me to send my child to kindergarten. I saw that time was urgent to let her pack her child, but she was still not slow. I said that it was too late to take a bus, or I would leave first. At this time, she said something that made me think of it so far. She said that you have to send it today. Later, the child was sent. I counseled! The things like this happened, each of which was picking eggs in the bones. I have to endure and endure, and I can bear it. In 2016, she did not let me take my child to my parents' house, did not allow the children to see grandparents, nor letting children sleep with me. She wants to completely cut off the relationship between children and me. During that time, I was like a knife, and I really couldn't help it in the face of this heartbroken woman. Until one day we quarreled again, she said that when she owed 300,000 yuan outside, I fell into the abyss, and at that moment I was completely discouraged. I took my salary card and bonus card, and put down my dad to send me a watch when I got married. I'm gone, I leave. I watched me blankly at the world. He didn't know that his father was a walking dead at the moment.
in early 2017, I lived alone into a new house. Faced with a new house, the house of the family. I feel cold as an ice cellar. Every night I slept together, shrinking on a hard bed, watching the snowflakes outside the window. We this year we have not torn their face completely. This year, she continued to be controlled by currency MLM and played with it. The cave is getting bigger and bigger, and people are completely crazy. "The eyes are red, the heart is black!" Intersection Later I learned that she owed hundreds of thousands of foreign debt this year. In spring 2018, she ran to the west, and sometimes sent me a message saying that she had no time to take care of her child. I go to cook for my child every afternoon. Once I was cooking in the kitchen, her niece hit my child because of writing homework, and the child cried (I wrote here, my heart was stabbed severely once). I quickly came out of the kitchen and hugged me for six years old. At this time, she and her friend came back and saw my tearful child. She said to me regardless of the red soap and soap, you pretend to be pitiful in front of me, don't think you are like this, I will let you bring children. It this time I burst out completely. I stood up and raised my hand to overthrow the coffee table. She came over to do it. I pressed her on the table with a punch. resentment. Her five tribute niece also smashed into my mind behind me with a punch. The child was crying loudly, all of which were staged like the plot in the TV series. In the end, her friend pulled us away. The child cried and shouted, why do you always quarrel! The child tells me how to be red for my dad? I want to say to the child that Dad has always been a passive party, and Dad has endured for several years. Dad must be hardened in order to make you live a normal life. This time, this time. She even let my child go back at night! Intersection Intersection I didn't hesitate to walk out of the hell house with the doll's hand. After returning to the house, I found that the child said that my eyes were red because of the contribution of her niece, and my eyes were congested. Since then, I will take my child to me as soon as possible every week. I can't wait to be with the child for 24 hours. Every day I change their tricks to my children, for this reason, my cooking has a lot of improvement. I took my child back to my grandparents' house on the weekend. Don't mention how happy my parents are. She was still obsessed with the dream of getting rich, and for this reason I borrowed 200,000 for her small loan company like neuropathy. It is more than 320,000 years after three years. In spring 2019, the MBI mines of the virtual currency MLM organization created by the Chinese in Malaysia. She is also unwilling to accept the reality, but she will not disappear with the million foreign debt she owes. I have to pay the hundreds of thousands of loans for her. In April of the same year, we went through the divorce procedures. In order to repay debts, I helplessly I have been able to forgive myself for a lifetime. The house was sold, but the real estate certificate had not yet come down. The buyer paid 500,000 first. I still didn't see these money. I asked her to take the money to return those insurance companies, banks, small loans, and private debts. Afterwards, I could think of the bottom of the miles into MLM. The hundreds of thousands of I owe them must be returned by myself. From May 2018, the two small loan companies have been repaid, and it adds 9,000 yuan per month. Two months later, I received a notice from the collection of a bank. I only knew that she spent more than 100,000 credit cards. I still had 50,000 when I received the call. Three months. A bank is nearly 5,000 a month. These three strokes add up to more than 14,000 per month. At that time, my salary was about 10,000 every month. The period of time I was really gray, and alive is meaningless to me. Several times I germinated the idea of leaving, and colleagues and leaders of the unit saw that my spirit was wrong, and I asked me a few times. The leader said that he reported to the company's living conditions to see if I could help me through the company. I don't want the consequences of myself to bear outsiders. The expenses I spent every month are guaranteed to be within 200 yuan, and the child's unlimited restrictions. In order to make the repayment pressure less, I borrowed tens of thousands of dollars from my sister -in -law and returned the bank's debt at one time. Xunzi's money will not ask me a penny and interest, which will greatly reduce the pressure. In February 2021, I finally lost two large teeth in a row in a row, and returned all my foreign debt four months in advance (not calculated a mortgage, the house I had sold, and the mortgage of the mortgage before the transfer was changed by me to change the mortgage. Also), and also repaid 50,000 private debts for her.
The debtlessness is light, but I still feel tremendous pressure. Now I have no house and no deposit. Children can foresee the future and need my care, which requires rich financial support. Parents have been rare and needed for my care. I work in the wild, and I am not at home for 15 days a month. Parents are the biggest concern of my heart. If the work is mobilized to return to the city, the income will be thousands of less. But I have already survived the most difficult time, and let me grit my teeth to survive the most difficult days. I always think of my children and parents, or they have always been concerned about my heart. Every time I think about leaving this world, the child's innocent and lovely appearance appears in the mind, and the child shouted "Dad". The child is a piece of meat on my parents. I leave is equivalent to me and my parents leave together. I leave is equivalent to me with my child away. Who can be willing to abandon parents and children in the world. For others, what happened to me is like a story. But it was a real accident that happened to me! Intersection do you yourself and ignore the views of others! In February 2007, my ex -boyfriend and I went to Jinan by car. I voted for a friend of him, and my sister, thinking that I would slowly adapt to strange places, everything would be better! However, reality is really cruel. We have traveled to many people rented by houses. The worst room in the impression is the second floor that the homeowner wants to build more compensation for relocation. A humble house has only one window, and the window Here is an open -air toilet! The whole air is bad! I can't imagine that we lived there for a whole summer there! "The most stinky" in life! At that time, we got up every morning, but the most tangled was that there was no money to eat, haha, do you believe it? We really had no money to eat at the time! Because I failed to do business in my hometown, I owed a debt, and I wanted to go to work to pay back. In addition to a few clothes, I had a mobile phone in my hand, Nokia 1100! When we are rich, most of them borrow! Buy fritters in the morning. At that time, one dollar bought three, not big, very small fritters. We eat two! Then there are steamed buns, mustard! I worked at Shi Shi Road at the time, we lived in the northernmost side of Jinan, got out of the bus, and walked for ten minutes! I have always believed that the days of difficulties will always pass, and I am not afraid of being tired and tired. Ex -boyfriend is very important to me. I just want to be good with him! We will definitely come here to be happy! Intersection Intersection Intersection We work hard to make money and repay debts! Finally changed the money after a year! We also rented it to the building. Although it was a joint rent, I was really happy. We have been working hard. Isn't it improving? We also have a little savings. I remember it should be less than 7,000 yuan. At that time, I was very happy for me and felt at the bottom of my heart! But, suddenly, the boyfriend is gone, it is really gone! I do n’t know if I die or live. Anyway, I ca n’t find anyone. His family, friends, I have all been looking for it, no one! Intersection Intersection Intersection But I feel that he is just hiding, and it will never die. I strongly ask myself not to think about it! While working, I was looking for him. One week later, my hometown friends really couldn't see it anymore, and quietly told me. My ex -boyfriend and a female net friend were friendly, and ran away with our money. He saw him led her to shopping! At this point I know that the money is gone! The degree of aggression at the time was conceivable! I gritted my teeth and threw away all his things, borrowed money to change a new residence, and changed my mobile phone number! End of everything related to him! I have been able to survive such a sad day! What is this little injury! The old lady has been here! Intersection Intersection "At that time, I was crying and dying. It was not uncomfortable. Fortunately, I survived it." After so many years, I always believe that good and evil will be reported in the end! He did not have a good repayment later! I don't want to mention it here! Waste my brainpower! We must live well in the present and work hard, which is the true attitude of life! This most difficult times because of contacting the Dharma, understanding the cause and effect, and seeing the bits and pieces of life. Don't care anymore, face the people around you with compassion and tolerance, and persuade yourself that difficulties are only temporary, and they will always pass. Just the difference, this slowly put down and spent the difficulties. Here I really grateful for the compassion and blessing of the Buddha and Bodhisattva, and I also thank those who once helped me. Nanwu Amitabha [Pray] [Pray] [Pray] The 17 -year -old daughter -in -law and lived in the intensive care unit for a month. That year, my husband gave the anchor more than 300,000. He failed. He never lied to me for more than ten years, so I believed him and borrowed money everywhere. After the daughter was discharged from the hospital, he found that he cheated me. At that time, the money was gone and borrowed it everywhere. My daughter's treatment fee and premature infants have all kinds of nutrition. I carried a debt and used a credit card and Alipay borrowing to turn around. A person hid in the room and cried. I dare not let Dabao see it. Later The borrowing of the children's brain in my own mind has passed, but there are also deposits, economical independence, and who does not rely on anyone. This most difficult to say that the son is to survive the past. Boiling is to use time to dilute everything, boil with barely supporting support, and the daughter -in -law who has been boiled for many years has become a mother -in -law. Perseverance to go on is a slow process, disappointment, despair, and will not give up. It is a long night that can not be sleeping. Waiting for the sunrise in the morning. Nothing is a matter. After that night, it will be one year old. When you come out, you will swim in your perfect world. I has been boiled for 4 years. During this period, the old mother who had experienced divorce and depended on each other for more than 20 years went to the same time. The brother's affection was cold and cold. If you have a point of income, you still have to raise your daughter. The quality of life is thoroughly dropped, saving money, and a penny of a penny. I reluctant to say anymore, hardship, cold and warm. When I was in a difficult time, I talked less and stopped talking, no longer talking about the length of the people, others deceived me, lied to me, cold and me, I could not hear and see, when I was troubled, I sat in the scriptures with my heart. After healing, the Bodhisattva blessed compassion. Thousands of people went to me. I did n’t lose my eyes. I was so strong and sturdy, gritted my teeth, and I believe that the sky will not bear me. It has been bottomed out, and I see how it performs and what can I do. Sometimes you don't care about it. It is like a boring clown. You are not interesting to torture and laugh. May the Bodhisattva bless all the people who have depression and hardships, do not do things that torture themselves, live, live well, at least you are still panting and live. A story attracted a bunch of emotions. After reading the evaluations, all of them were telling their misfortunes! But in my opinion, they are too lucky, and they have not fallen to a deeper trough for them to compare those small setbacks! It is like me, now it's wandering, either the kind of wandering, or living hard in the city like a dog. There is no place to sleep. The only difference is that I still have a mobile phone, and I will secretly wash my head and face in the park toilet so that I can walk myself in the sun, but I don’t know. How long can I persist, I have n’t taken a bath for more than a month, and my clothes can only be rubbed in the toilet, so I look very stolen! is not the first time it is wandering. I used to find a friend to help, but I am always unwilling to be ordinary and unwilling to stay in the factory honestly. What is the name of the dignitaries, all the people in the country in the country in the north, Shanghai, Guangzhou and Shenzhen, have all passed by alone, and the end is very miserable. I have no relatives until now, and there is nothing to speak through all the people who know it! In order to sleep, I have recently pried several old cars that have been abandoned for a long time. There are so many mosquitoes in Guangdong now, and my bite is itchy! In order to fill a stomach, I stole a lot of papaya and sugar cane, and bananas, and the taste is really bad, especially the banana is astringent! Now looking for food everywhere, in order to the last trace of dignity in my heart, I have turned the trash! . When I had no money outside, I had no money or not, and I caught up with the cold weather. In order to keep the temperature, I was hungry, leaving, and leaving all the time! From morning to night, from night to morning, my feet feel gone! It felt pain, and I couldn't even squat. Occasionally rest in one place, dare not stay too much, afraid of being seen, the more sensitive to the desperate psychology, afraid of being laughed at, unless you really give up all hope! It no way to see tomorrow, not even eating food is nonsense. Full of meals, only the meaning that people who have experienced really helpless and hungry will understand. Nowadays, the mind is full of crimes, prying, stealing, robbery, kidnapping, dare to do anything when you are hungry, just a steamed bun for five cents, huh! If it wasn't for the face of the parents, or there was still such an opportunity and determination. Anyway, it is either to sleep on the streets or crimes ...! don't ask me why my parents don't go home, haha ..., who does not want to get a foot! Poor my parents who are about sixty are still working in the city. They live in the factory dormitory. They usually pick up trash everywhere to make some food money. They can’t help me. I have no face to see them. Now, even if they do n’t tell them their situation, they do n’t want this useless son. Really, it ’s not angry ...! Hey ... I can only say that it is not good for the time, and the world is not helpful when I can't get myself. The world is really bad. I want to pick up some meals on the road every day. As a result, I haven't seen a steel. The people who are unfortunate in family and family, save it, but a small hurdle on the road of life, just across the past, do it like falling into the abyss! If you really feel miserable, go to the bustling corner of the train station in the middle of the night to see. Those poor people who sleep on the ground will experience their situation. If you can, buy four dollars to buy four steamed buns for them. They will really thank your generosity! Now the beggars are liar, they or they can say that I "I", not even the qualifications to be a beggar! It whether it should be deserved, or self -suffering, anyway, no matter what the reason, but this is by no means the result of the original pursuit. What we are pursuing is right, but it may be too self -proclaimed or not obtained by God's care, and we will fall into the deep valley of this life after again and again, and you will never be able to climb up again! Oit, be grateful to have, have hot rice, a place to live, and you can have a place to let you let you let go of everything when you are in trouble. You can help you occasionally when you are frustrated. It's! Excess happiness can only be regarded as a pursuit, don't force perfect! Inded to those who think unfortunately, there is a reference to comparison. I was deceived by an adult in the same village when I was 14 years old. I sold it to a family as a worker. Rescue. These eight years are the most difficult time for me to run away every day. I ran out in the middle of the night several times, but I didn't know where it went out. There were iron chains on my feet. Shouting for life, no one cares about me. Just see the mountains around. When I went back, I was beaten, but I didn't dare to run because I was afraid. After a long time, I slowly get used to this kind of abused life. As long as they keep working, they will be beaten less. The most difficult time is winter, but fortunately, there are cotton clothes and pants, not warm, and will not be frozen to death. During that time, I did n’t lie down every night, so I was so scared. The real damage they suffered cannot be expressed in text. The at the age of fourteen, I graduated from junior high school at the age of fourteen, and my academic performance was poor. Due to my young age, I let me do farm work at home. When I was an adult, I went to work outside. Later, a person in the same village told me that the outside world was particularly good and could make a lot of money. There are many opportunities to make money in the city. If you do something, you can make money, ten times stronger than rural areas. Slowly tell me too much, I believe it, I want to go to a big city. But my parents did not let me go out. Later, I did n’t know why I trusted the Tongcun. I ran to the house in the same village in the middle of the night and asked him to take me to the big city. Later, I took two clothes one night. He waited for me at the village entrance. I didn't know where to get from the car, and pulled the two of us to a hotel in the station. The next day we got on the bus, and then I fell asleep. When I woke up, I wore an iron chain on my feet. Later, I learned that it was sold. Survey is because there is no courage to die. has been 32 years old. In the past nine years, the person who sells me has been closed. I also went to related places to inquire about where the mountain area was, but I just didn't tell me. If one day I know that place, I must go back to see that place, especially the family. I must teach them how to write "regret". It is said that evil has evil. My grievances in the past eight years are suffering, who should I go to.
fashion jewelry wholesale company The worst time I was in the New Year in 2007. At that time, my girlfriend had abandoned me and broke up. She gritted her teeth and returned her 35,000 (borrowed her 30,000, and gave her 5,000 interests). Relatives immediately scratched the boundaries with me.
What is the terrible? I can't even pay two dollars on me. In those days, I have been hovering on the edge of the crime, holding the knife every night, waiting for the night beer to make trouble. I have always had a bottom line anyway. I won't steal it. But I do n’t grab the kind people, so a single woman who walks at night, men do n’t consider the scope. I have been waiting for the river to drink too much trouble. Those so -called miscellaneousness, I think black eating and black are more in line with my personality. Essence
It, that's the most dangerous three days in my life. I sat in the river silently every night to observe the night beer stall by the river, waiting for the alcoholic to make trouble, and then I would be sure of the goal of starting. But maybe God doesn't want me to go evil ways. On the fourth day, a friend suddenly called me and said nothing, that is, let me help me, lend me the card number to him, and the result He learned from the side that I was in an economic desperation at that time, but he knew my character and starved not to ask for people. So I used this method to give me a thousand dollars for me to emergency. I remember him for a lifetime, that is, this thousand yuan, let me cliff in time. Seriously, then I realized that people were anxious, and they would really heat up.
I remember one night, the joint defense team patrolled, seeing me sitting alone on the stool by the river, asking me what to do, I didn't even lift my eyelids and said it was cool. In fact, the knife was in my arms. Essence As a result, the United Defense Force also sent me a cigarette to persuade me to go back early to rest. Think about it afterwards, I guess the man might also feel that I might be murderous at that time.
In a thousand yuan supported by my friends, I quickly adjust my mentality. If you should go, you have to fight for the spirit to continue living.
In the wash -hearted noodles to find a job, testing the book. I have sever the family's exchanges, quietly precipitates myself, and work hard ...
Actually, I am very grateful to the abandonment of my ex -girlfriend now. Without this, I wo n’t wake up, and I may live with the past.
In this incident, I think I suddenly became very tough, personality, and temper became better and better. Many things learned to laugh.
Actually there are some things to look back now. They are farts. There is no effect.
The was silent for ten years, and finally got a stable life now. The family that I had lost, and friendship came back again. But I know in my heart that these are all false elements, at least I can't go back. Some things really mind, just don't say it. I can no longer find the feeling of blood thicker than water.
I always remember that when I was 29 years old, I paid two dollars to find my mother for a hundred dollars. I was helpless and unbearable. But I ca n’t, a penny can also make the hero short ... Fortunately, I was kind in nature, and I did not do a bad thing about hate.
Now I remind myself not to forget my original intention, and always remember the days when I couldn't get two dollars that year. The first year. In the past few years, I lived a nightmare -like life and lived extremely sadly.
. In 2014, my wife (ex -wife) was pulled into a virtual currency circle called MBI, and the whole person suddenly became crazy. Regardless of my dissuasion, she started to invest in inside with me. After getting a little gray and Xiao Hui, he began to invest in investment. If you have no capital, you can get a variety of credit card overdrafts and cash. I also coaxed me to get three or four credit cards from different banks. The contact information of these credit cards is her mobile phone number, and only she can receive the text message.
If you just cash out and overdrawn a few credit cards, the big currency circle will return hundreds of thousands of in the bank during the thunderstorm. At most, it will hurt the muscles and bones, and it will not damage the five internal organs.
But she is not satisfied with a little trouble. She is a woman with "big goals and ideals".
I remember very clearly. Before and after 2014, one day she told me that she wanted to sell two houses and change a big house. I had a house before marriage, which was a set of two -bedrooms and two -room houses I bought in 2003. When we got married in 2008, we were a wedding room. In 2009, she fancy a small high -rise at a newly opened market. I used the provident fund loan to buy a 89 -square -way house. At that time, the loan was not stressful for me. Excluding more than 1,400 loans per month, and the provident fund could have a hundred dollars for hundreds of dollars. From the after -decoration until it was sold, we have not lived for a day, and are renting in three years.
The daily life is full of moisturizing, there is a cute son. Sankou House is also a well -off life, one shop in the second suit. Although I am just an ordinary worker, there are about 100,000 income each year. At home, the daily chemical supplies do not need to buy it by themselves, and the unit cannot be used.
But all this is over after selling two houses. At that time, I didn't see a penny at that time, and I didn't know how much money I sold in two houses. There is a saying that "it was sold and counted money for others." And I was sold, and the money was not seen.
It the house was sold by her and bought a new house with a mortgage of 103. At that time, I still thought that it was time to be stable, and life should be calm. How do you know that the new house is there, and the nightmare is here.
Since 2015, she suddenly began to become aggressive, unreasonable, and the "three views" were severely distorted.
The on the first day of marriage, I gave her a salary card and bonus card. Usually, I would never have more than 100 yuan in loading money. Sometimes when I was in a hurry, I took dozens of dollars out to go shopping. Except for taking a bottle of water, I didn't spend a penny.
In 2010, our children were born, which brought me great joy. I feel that my life is worth it, and heaven is to let me take care of their mother and son. I work in the wild for a week, and then go home for a week. During the break at home, I almost didn't go out, packed up housework at home, and changed their tricks to make a variety of delicious meals. Play with your child with your spare time. At that time, I did three things in a day: cooking (brushing the pot and washing dishes), cleaning family hygiene, and bringing children. I didn't feel boring at all. On the contrary, I was still in it, and my joy was.
But in 2015, all of them changed. No matter what I do at home, she is not pleasing to the eye. She said that I would cook at home, mop the windows, and bring children. There is nothing else. However, the two houses at home have been exchanged by my hard work for more than two decades. The annual income of about 100,000 around 2014 is about 100,000.
Once, her friend (also in the same community) came to play with her. At that time, I was cooking. When I heard her complained to her friends, I said that I knew I was at home all day. No, she is very happy if I go out to eat, drink and play every day. I said that I have some friends, you do n’t know, she said, which two or three friends, who else else. I wondered not to say anything else, don't you spend money when you go out to eat, drink and play? Is it mixed and drinking every day? Am I not a man? Who will not go out to spend the sky. I do n’t go out because I love this home, do n’t I just want to spend money without spending money, can they spend more?
is another time. It is a heavy snowy morning. One day I happen to go to work in the wild, and to catch a shuttle bus in the morning. She asked me to send my child to kindergarten. I saw that time was urgent to let her pack her child, but she was still not slow. I said that it was too late to take a bus, or I would leave first. At this time, she said something that made me think of it so far. She said that you have to send it today. Later, the child was sent. I counseled!
The things like this happened, each of which was picking eggs in the bones. I have to endure and endure, and I can bear it.
In 2016, she did not let me take my child to my parents' house, did not allow the children to see grandparents, nor letting children sleep with me. She wants to completely cut off the relationship between children and me. During that time, I was like a knife, and I really couldn't help it in the face of this heartbroken woman.
Until one day we quarreled again, she said that when she owed 300,000 yuan outside, I fell into the abyss, and at that moment I was completely discouraged. I took my salary card and bonus card, and put down my dad to send me a watch when I got married. I'm gone, I leave. I watched me blankly at the world. He didn't know that his father was a walking dead at the moment.
in early 2017, I lived alone into a new house. Faced with a new house, the house of the family. I feel cold as an ice cellar. Every night I slept together, shrinking on a hard bed, watching the snowflakes outside the window.
We this year we have not torn their face completely. This year, she continued to be controlled by currency MLM and played with it. The cave is getting bigger and bigger, and people are completely crazy. "The eyes are red, the heart is black!" Intersection Later I learned that she owed hundreds of thousands of foreign debt this year.
In spring 2018, she ran to the west, and sometimes sent me a message saying that she had no time to take care of her child. I go to cook for my child every afternoon. Once I was cooking in the kitchen, her niece hit my child because of writing homework, and the child cried (I wrote here, my heart was stabbed severely once). I quickly came out of the kitchen and hugged me for six years old. At this time, she and her friend came back and saw my tearful child. She said to me regardless of the red soap and soap, you pretend to be pitiful in front of me, don't think you are like this, I will let you bring children.
It this time I burst out completely. I stood up and raised my hand to overthrow the coffee table. She came over to do it. I pressed her on the table with a punch. resentment. Her five tribute niece also smashed into my mind behind me with a punch. The child was crying loudly, all of which were staged like the plot in the TV series. In the end, her friend pulled us away. The child cried and shouted, why do you always quarrel! The child tells me how to be red for my dad? I want to say to the child that Dad has always been a passive party, and Dad has endured for several years. Dad must be hardened in order to make you live a normal life.
This time, this time. She even let my child go back at night! Intersection Intersection I didn't hesitate to walk out of the hell house with the doll's hand. After returning to the house, I found that the child said that my eyes were red because of the contribution of her niece, and my eyes were congested.
Since then, I will take my child to me as soon as possible every week. I can't wait to be with the child for 24 hours. Every day I change their tricks to my children, for this reason, my cooking has a lot of improvement. I took my child back to my grandparents' house on the weekend. Don't mention how happy my parents are. She was still obsessed with the dream of getting rich, and for this reason I borrowed 200,000 for her small loan company like neuropathy. It is more than 320,000 years after three years.
In spring 2019, the MBI mines of the virtual currency MLM organization created by the Chinese in Malaysia. She is also unwilling to accept the reality, but she will not disappear with the million foreign debt she owes. I have to pay the hundreds of thousands of loans for her. In April of the same year, we went through the divorce procedures.
In order to repay debts, I helplessly I have been able to forgive myself for a lifetime. The house was sold, but the real estate certificate had not yet come down. The buyer paid 500,000 first. I still didn't see these money. I asked her to take the money to return those insurance companies, banks, small loans, and private debts. Afterwards, I could think of the bottom of the miles into MLM.
The hundreds of thousands of I owe them must be returned by myself. From May 2018, the two small loan companies have been repaid, and it adds 9,000 yuan per month. Two months later, I received a notice from the collection of a bank. I only knew that she spent more than 100,000 credit cards. I still had 50,000 when I received the call. Three months. A bank is nearly 5,000 a month. These three strokes add up to more than 14,000 per month. At that time, my salary was about 10,000 every month.
The period of time I was really gray, and alive is meaningless to me. Several times I germinated the idea of leaving, and colleagues and leaders of the unit saw that my spirit was wrong, and I asked me a few times. The leader said that he reported to the company's living conditions to see if I could help me through the company. I don't want the consequences of myself to bear outsiders. The expenses I spent every month are guaranteed to be within 200 yuan, and the child's unlimited restrictions. In order to make the repayment pressure less, I borrowed tens of thousands of dollars from my sister -in -law and returned the bank's debt at one time. Xunzi's money will not ask me a penny and interest, which will greatly reduce the pressure.
In February 2021, I finally lost two large teeth in a row in a row, and returned all my foreign debt four months in advance (not calculated a mortgage, the house I had sold, and the mortgage of the mortgage before the transfer was changed by me to change the mortgage. Also), and also repaid 50,000 private debts for her.
The debtlessness is light, but I still feel tremendous pressure. Now I have no house and no deposit. Children can foresee the future and need my care, which requires rich financial support. Parents have been rare and needed for my care. I work in the wild, and I am not at home for 15 days a month. Parents are the biggest concern of my heart. If the work is mobilized to return to the city, the income will be thousands of less.
But I have already survived the most difficult time, and let me grit my teeth to survive the most difficult days. I always think of my children and parents, or they have always been concerned about my heart. Every time I think about leaving this world, the child's innocent and lovely appearance appears in the mind, and the child shouted "Dad".
The child is a piece of meat on my parents. I leave is equivalent to me and my parents leave together. I leave is equivalent to me with my child away. Who can be willing to abandon parents and children in the world.
For others, what happened to me is like a story. But it was a real accident that happened to me! Intersection
do you yourself and ignore the views of others!
In February 2007, my ex -boyfriend and I went to Jinan by car. I voted for a friend of him, and my sister, thinking that I would slowly adapt to strange places, everything would be better! However, reality is really cruel. We have traveled to many people rented by houses. The worst room in the impression is the second floor that the homeowner wants to build more compensation for relocation. A humble house has only one window, and the window Here is an open -air toilet! The whole air is bad! I can't imagine that we lived there for a whole summer there! "The most stinky" in life! At that time, we got up every morning, but the most tangled was that there was no money to eat, haha, do you believe it? We really had no money to eat at the time! Because I failed to do business in my hometown, I owed a debt, and I wanted to go to work to pay back. In addition to a few clothes, I had a mobile phone in my hand, Nokia 1100! When we are rich, most of them borrow! Buy fritters in the morning. At that time, one dollar bought three, not big, very small fritters. We eat two! Then there are steamed buns, mustard! I worked at Shi Shi Road at the time, we lived in the northernmost side of Jinan, got out of the bus, and walked for ten minutes! I have always believed that the days of difficulties will always pass, and I am not afraid of being tired and tired. Ex -boyfriend is very important to me. I just want to be good with him! We will definitely come here to be happy! Intersection Intersection Intersection We work hard to make money and repay debts! Finally changed the money after a year! We also rented it to the building. Although it was a joint rent, I was really happy. We have been working hard. Isn't it improving? We also have a little savings. I remember it should be less than 7,000 yuan. At that time, I was very happy for me and felt at the bottom of my heart! But, suddenly, the boyfriend is gone, it is really gone! I do n’t know if I die or live. Anyway, I ca n’t find anyone. His family, friends, I have all been looking for it, no one! Intersection Intersection Intersection But I feel that he is just hiding, and it will never die. I strongly ask myself not to think about it! While working, I was looking for him. One week later, my hometown friends really couldn't see it anymore, and quietly told me. My ex -boyfriend and a female net friend were friendly, and ran away with our money. He saw him led her to shopping! At this point I know that the money is gone! The degree of aggression at the time was conceivable! I gritted my teeth and threw away all his things, borrowed money to change a new residence, and changed my mobile phone number! End of everything related to him! I have been able to survive such a sad day! What is this little injury! The old lady has been here! Intersection Intersection "At that time, I was crying and dying. It was not uncomfortable. Fortunately, I survived it." After so many years, I always believe that good and evil will be reported in the end! He did not have a good repayment later! I don't want to mention it here! Waste my brainpower! We must live well in the present and work hard, which is the true attitude of life!
This most difficult times because of contacting the Dharma, understanding the cause and effect, and seeing the bits and pieces of life. Don't care anymore, face the people around you with compassion and tolerance, and persuade yourself that difficulties are only temporary, and they will always pass. Just the difference, this slowly put down and spent the difficulties. Here I really grateful for the compassion and blessing of the Buddha and Bodhisattva, and I also thank those who once helped me. Nanwu Amitabha [Pray] [Pray] [Pray]
The 17 -year -old daughter -in -law and lived in the intensive care unit for a month. That year, my husband gave the anchor more than 300,000. He failed. He never lied to me for more than ten years, so I believed him and borrowed money everywhere. After the daughter was discharged from the hospital, he found that he cheated me. At that time, the money was gone and borrowed it everywhere. My daughter's treatment fee and premature infants have all kinds of nutrition. I carried a debt and used a credit card and Alipay borrowing to turn around. A person hid in the room and cried. I dare not let Dabao see it. Later The borrowing of the children's brain in my own mind has passed, but there are also deposits, economical independence, and who does not rely on anyone.
This most difficult to say that the son is to survive the past. Boiling is to use time to dilute everything, boil with barely supporting support, and the daughter -in -law who has been boiled for many years has become a mother -in -law. Perseverance to go on is a slow process, disappointment, despair, and will not give up. It is a long night that can not be sleeping. Waiting for the sunrise in the morning. Nothing is a matter. After that night, it will be one year old. When you come out, you will swim in your perfect world.
I has been boiled for 4 years. During this period, the old mother who had experienced divorce and depended on each other for more than 20 years went to the same time. The brother's affection was cold and cold. If you have a point of income, you still have to raise your daughter. The quality of life is thoroughly dropped, saving money, and a penny of a penny.
I reluctant to say anymore, hardship, cold and warm. When I was in a difficult time, I talked less and stopped talking, no longer talking about the length of the people, others deceived me, lied to me, cold and me, I could not hear and see, when I was troubled, I sat in the scriptures with my heart. After healing, the Bodhisattva blessed compassion. Thousands of people went to me. I did n’t lose my eyes. I was so strong and sturdy, gritted my teeth, and I believe that the sky will not bear me. It has been bottomed out, and I see how it performs and what can I do. Sometimes you don't care about it. It is like a boring clown. You are not interesting to torture and laugh. May the Bodhisattva bless all the people who have depression and hardships, do not do things that torture themselves, live, live well, at least you are still panting and live.
A story attracted a bunch of emotions. After reading the evaluations, all of them were telling their misfortunes! But in my opinion, they are too lucky, and they have not fallen to a deeper trough for them to compare those small setbacks!
It is like me, now it's wandering, either the kind of wandering, or living hard in the city like a dog. There is no place to sleep. The only difference is that I still have a mobile phone, and I will secretly wash my head and face in the park toilet so that I can walk myself in the sun, but I don’t know. How long can I persist, I have n’t taken a bath for more than a month, and my clothes can only be rubbed in the toilet, so I look very stolen!
is not the first time it is wandering. I used to find a friend to help, but I am always unwilling to be ordinary and unwilling to stay in the factory honestly. What is the name of the dignitaries, all the people in the country in the country in the north, Shanghai, Guangzhou and Shenzhen, have all passed by alone, and the end is very miserable. I have no relatives until now, and there is nothing to speak through all the people who know it!
In order to sleep, I have recently pried several old cars that have been abandoned for a long time. There are so many mosquitoes in Guangdong now, and my bite is itchy! In order to fill a stomach, I stole a lot of papaya and sugar cane, and bananas, and the taste is really bad, especially the banana is astringent! Now looking for food everywhere, in order to the last trace of dignity in my heart, I have turned the trash!
. When I had no money outside, I had no money or not, and I caught up with the cold weather. In order to keep the temperature, I was hungry, leaving, and leaving all the time! From morning to night, from night to morning, my feet feel gone! It felt pain, and I couldn't even squat. Occasionally rest in one place, dare not stay too much, afraid of being seen, the more sensitive to the desperate psychology, afraid of being laughed at, unless you really give up all hope!
It no way to see tomorrow, not even eating food is nonsense. Full of meals, only the meaning that people who have experienced really helpless and hungry will understand.
Nowadays, the mind is full of crimes, prying, stealing, robbery, kidnapping, dare to do anything when you are hungry, just a steamed bun for five cents, huh! If it wasn't for the face of the parents, or there was still such an opportunity and determination. Anyway, it is either to sleep on the streets or crimes ...!
don't ask me why my parents don't go home, haha ..., who does not want to get a foot! Poor my parents who are about sixty are still working in the city. They live in the factory dormitory. They usually pick up trash everywhere to make some food money. They can’t help me. I have no face to see them. Now, even if they do n’t tell them their situation, they do n’t want this useless son. Really, it ’s not angry ...!
Hey ... I can only say that it is not good for the time, and the world is not helpful when I can't get myself.
The world is really bad. I want to pick up some meals on the road every day. As a result, I haven't seen a steel.
The people who are unfortunate in family and family, save it, but a small hurdle on the road of life, just across the past, do it like falling into the abyss! If you really feel miserable, go to the bustling corner of the train station in the middle of the night to see. Those poor people who sleep on the ground will experience their situation. If you can, buy four dollars to buy four steamed buns for them. They will really thank your generosity! Now the beggars are liar, they or they can say that I "I", not even the qualifications to be a beggar!
It whether it should be deserved, or self -suffering, anyway, no matter what the reason, but this is by no means the result of the original pursuit. What we are pursuing is right, but it may be too self -proclaimed or not obtained by God's care, and we will fall into the deep valley of this life after again and again, and you will never be able to climb up again!
Oit, be grateful to have, have hot rice, a place to live, and you can have a place to let you let you let go of everything when you are in trouble. You can help you occasionally when you are frustrated. It's! Excess happiness can only be regarded as a pursuit, don't force perfect!
Inded to those who think unfortunately, there is a reference to comparison.
I was deceived by an adult in the same village when I was 14 years old. I sold it to a family as a worker. Rescue. These eight years are the most difficult time for me to run away every day. I ran out in the middle of the night several times, but I didn't know where it went out. There were iron chains on my feet. Shouting for life, no one cares about me. Just see the mountains around. When I went back, I was beaten, but I didn't dare to run because I was afraid. After a long time, I slowly get used to this kind of abused life. As long as they keep working, they will be beaten less. The most difficult time is winter, but fortunately, there are cotton clothes and pants, not warm, and will not be frozen to death. During that time, I did n’t lie down every night, so I was so scared. The real damage they suffered cannot be expressed in text.
The at the age of fourteen, I graduated from junior high school at the age of fourteen, and my academic performance was poor. Due to my young age, I let me do farm work at home. When I was an adult, I went to work outside. Later, a person in the same village told me that the outside world was particularly good and could make a lot of money. There are many opportunities to make money in the city. If you do something, you can make money, ten times stronger than rural areas. Slowly tell me too much, I believe it, I want to go to a big city. But my parents did not let me go out. Later, I did n’t know why I trusted the Tongcun. I ran to the house in the same village in the middle of the night and asked him to take me to the big city.
Later, I took two clothes one night. He waited for me at the village entrance. I didn't know where to get from the car, and pulled the two of us to a hotel in the station. The next day we got on the bus, and then I fell asleep. When I woke up, I wore an iron chain on my feet. Later, I learned that it was sold. Survey is because there is no courage to die.
has been 32 years old. In the past nine years, the person who sells me has been closed. I also went to related places to inquire about where the mountain area was, but I just didn't tell me. If one day I know that place, I must go back to see that place, especially the family. I must teach them how to write "regret". It is said that evil has evil. My grievances in the past eight years are suffering, who should I go to.